Tell me something interesting.. something newTell me something interestingTell me something interesting.. something new by PainsBeauty
Tell me something new
My heart started to beat so fast
Almost like new
Finally quelling the longing to feel that (rush) again
Greedily taking it all in.
Running after LIFE;
My feet have made prints on the pavement
Trying so hard to chase those dreams again
I can feel'em right on my fingertips
The taste of freedom; intoxicating
A breath of fresh air for lungs alive on stale words.
Too long since I've felt this good.
I almost forgot the taste of fine delicacy
Zooming through everything
Nothing getting stuck and tangled in the wicked webs that are woven
But it's quite far from peachy.
The cards aren't always dealt that way
A luck of th
Almost a BattleWalking out the door is almost a battleAlmost a Battle by PainsBeauty
Thrown in before you've had your first deep breath.
There are days where the sun is shining and things seem ok.
Even hope flickers that you'll have a good day.
But then as fast as it came it's gone again.
Too much hate
From old souls that can't learn new tricks.
Sprouts from the mouths of babies as green as grass.
You think you'll learn the trade.
Truth is you live from one moment to the next.
Each situation is different, there aren't two that are the same.
Always on guard with walls so high
It's hard for the best of climbers to climb.
There's no more friendly words from strangers passing by.
Just mistrust and backs arched up.
Positioned for the attack and ready for the kill.
There are no more simple truths
Only of balls of lies
Only the best don't get stuck
Topsy TurvyIn my world ----Topsy Turvy by PainsBeauty
the topsy turvy world.
Where everything is "simply complicated"
Where I want things to be right and wrong.
While deep down, the rosy cheeked optimist is being picked on by the eye opened and guarded realist and the hardened and bitter pessimist.
Everything is complicated only because I make it so.
I want what I want and I strive to get it.
The chase gives off a lovely high.
It gets my heart racing everytime.
But the thing is... I chase only the worthy.
I can see it from only a glace and that's my cue.
Time to go for it and make it mine.
Sometimes it fairs well and sometimes not. But thats the risk I take.
All the others chase me.
There might be something a few chapters in... Maybe?
What's that old saying
My favorite storyEvery night I'm flippin' pagesMy favorite story by PainsBeauty
from a book I know all too well.
Like clock workm it never fails.
I know when it's time to get in to my once fairy tale.
Even if I tried, I could never forget it.
My heart knows it all from beginning to end,
pathetic ain't it?
I know every word on every page
and with it, every picture from that year long day.
Together they set the stage
for my poor heart's nightly suicide.
There are no alterations... no gloss overs or lies...
Just truths... all my memories...
the ones I cherish and even those I despise.
My favorite parts are saved -
with a dog earred crease on the side
My favorite story
I can see it play out again and again...
Wake Me UpWake Me UpWake Me Up by NannaDoodles
Apparently Im Not Breathing Anymore
Wake Me Up
Apparently Im Not So Sane
Apparently Common Since Is Not All That Common, Do You Care To Comment,
On The Things We Each Represent?
Wake Me Up
And Show Me The Difference...
Between Love And Pain
Just Take My Hand,
Pull Me Out Of The Darkness
Show Me The Way To The World You Live In
Where We Can Be Free,
And I can Be Free...
Wake Me Up To The World You Made For Me In Your Arms...
Dear YouDear You,Dear You by findxme
I guess that it's true
that you never stop loving those that you've loved.
I guess that it could just be me though.
And I guess that I know that you
won't be the last woman
to make my heartbeat go
a million miles.
But I know now, looking back
that you were good for me, good
to me... in ways that I didn't understand.
You looked at me and I was beautiful
said you loved me and you meant it
with every piece of your heart.
But the problem was that we were
kids, running around, breaking skin.
And I didn't know that my skin wasn't so tough.
We played hide and seek with responsibility
and reality and who we had to be, to become.
And I got scared of the shadows and scared of
just what would happen when I caught up with me.
I wanted to be, to do so much...
and I wanted to be with you.
But I guess that I thought I could only have one
and maybe that was true.
I can try to justify what I did
but it'd only be words: hollow, hard.
For the longest time, all I felt was hurt.
Im just me. Random, predictable, loud, super quiet, stubborn, and flexible. I'm a *Walking Contradiction*|
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Personal Quote: You'll never know the effect you have on me. I'll never know the effect I have on you.