You had me, You lost me

Looking back at every sensual kiss,
soft touch, sweet word and their momentary biss
All gone, broken,nothing but lies.
I'm glad you couldn't see the pain you've caused
You missed the tears that came to my eyes.
What did I do wrong?
What couldn't I see?
Tell me before my heart ceases to beat.

My throat is clenched tight
I can't swallow or speak.
I'm slowly losing the ability to breathe.

Thinking about each look you gave me.
It told me volumes, but still held back.
You're touch could talk forever and not say anything at all.

I'm still glad you couldn't see the pain you've caused me.
Tell me something...anything.
What did I do wrong?
What couldn't I see?

You told me I was worth everything.
You even sealed that statement with a kiss.
My words gave you comfort and told you I was real.
The moment you heard my voice, a beat of your heart it seemed to steal.

I must've not been worth it
cause you seemed to find what you were looking for else where.
My words didn't captured your heart
cause apparently she said it better.

My body is shaking,
Tears have blinded me, and I'm starting to notice that I can't breathe
Still glad you can't see the pain you've caused suffocating me.

When you lay yourself down to sleep tonite.
Remember, think, reminise
You had me, you lost me.
That's not me by your side
She's there, that way you wanted it to be.
When you dream, I hope it's me that you see.
You threw aside something good.
I was your trash, but I can be another's treasure.
When it hits you and you realize your mistake
I hope I can make you see that I didn't need you to pieces of my heart
that you made break.