Tell me something interesting.. something new by PainsBeauty, literature
Literature
Tell me something interesting.. something new
Tell me something interesting
Tell me something new
My heart started to beat so fast
Almost like new
Finally quelling the longing to feel that (rush) again
Greedily taking it all in.
Running after LIFE;
My feet have made prints on the pavement
Trying so hard to chase those dreams again
I can feel'em right on my fingertips
The taste of freedom; intoxicating
A breath of fresh air for lungs alive on stale words.
Too long since I've felt this good.
I almost forgot the taste of fine delicacy
Zooming through everything
Nothing getting stuck and tangled in the wicked webs that are woven
But it'
Walking out the door is almost a battle
Thrown in before you've had your first deep breath.
There are days where the sun is shining and things seem ok.
Even hope flickers that you'll have a good day.
But then as fast as it came it's gone again.
Too much hate
From old souls that can't learn new tricks.
Sprouts from the mouths of babies as green as grass.
You think you'll learn the trade.
Truth is you live from one moment to the next.
Each situation is different, there aren't two that are the same.
Always on guard with walls so high
It's hard for the best of climbers to climb.
There's no more friendly words from stra
In my world ----
the topsy turvy world.
Where everything is "simply complicated"
Where I want things to be right and wrong.
While deep down, the rosy cheeked optimist is being picked on by the eye opened and guarded realist and the hardened and bitter pessimist.
Everything is complicated only because I make it so.
I want what I want and I strive to get it.
The chase gives off a lovely high.
It gets my heart racing everytime.
But the thing is... I chase only the worthy.
I can see it from only a glace and that's my cue.
Time to go for it and make it mine.
Sometimes it fairs well and sometimes
Every night I'm flippin' pages
from a book I know all too well.
Like clock workm it never fails.
I know when it's time to get in to my once fairy tale.
Even if I tried, I could never forget it.
My heart knows it all from beginning to end,
pathetic ain't it?
I know every word on every page
and with it, every picture from that year long day.
Together they set the stage
for my poor heart's nightly suicide.
There are no alterations... no gloss overs or lies...
It's never 'just a dream' by PainsBeauty, literature
Literature
It's never 'just a dream'
Woke up startled and tangled in sheets.
There's only fast falling rain and racing heart for company to keep.
Could've sworn that... No... just a dream.
It was so real.
Then again, nothing is as it seems.
Shivers down my spine;
Remembering a touch unlike any other.
Bliss fit to burst;
I could never separate between yours and mine.
And a racing heart;
Beat so fast it almost hurt.
A voice I can't remember, but won't ever forget
Was the star of the movie playing in my head.
In it I got to hear words that my heart locked away
when it got tired of crying, when it got to be too much to take.
Night after night
Tell me how it got this far...
Where did I lose you?
What went wrong?
When did it all change?
A million and one questions run through my brain.
It started as a trickle
easily fixed
But it turned into a flood
too fast, so quick
My walls once strong and high
to care of my ragged, stitched up heart.
Crumbled before you
Once a upon a time ago
My world didn't make sense
Everything upside down.
Misery with a bit of everything dark and a dash of cold.
The skies were always gray, the clouds never knew of any color but black, and a constant fog that had a smell of depression it wouldn't take back.
Personal rain clouds for every day
Black cats at every crossing
Mirrors shattering left and right.
To awaken was such a tragedy
Every minute just as agonizing
With memories of broken promises
Thoughts of shattered hearts
And naïve day dreams of what we'd thought would be.
Each day had its up
But more so their downs.
Always reaching for what was never
Scarlet letter.
Etched in mind.
Carved into skin.
Burned into the heart.
Forever a haunting sin.
Never to fade.
A friendly reminder that's here to stay.
One little look started the spark
that caught fire.
A forbidden rush,
Never meant happen,
Kindled by that touch.
A quick looks,
Sly smiles,
Bite your lip
And make'm stare.
Leave heart's racing for awhile.
Slight guilt
Subtle convincings;
It's ok. It's just fun.
Just looking, won't even touch.
Heavy flirting
with the best intentions.
Toeing the line,
Moving it further
So it makes it ok.
Telling yourself you'll stop before it's too late.
Scarlet letter.
Etc
Look at where we are now... by PainsBeauty, literature
Literature
Look at where we are now...
Look at where we are now,
how time has flown by.
Seems like it's been ages
and no time at all.
Your hand in mine;
such an innocent gesture gives me a rush
that's never ending.
That look in your eyes;
full of some kind of wonder and awe.
The happiness brought;
almost overwhelming.
This feeling;
a familiar mystery.
Too much to keep bottled up inside.
So it subtley escapes and turns into
that beautiful glow thats worn with pride.
Look at where we are now,
how time has flown by.
Seems like it's been ages
and no time at all.
A rocky beginning
with much trying and doubt.
Didn't know what would happen tomorrow