PainsBeauty

Tell me something interesting Tell me something new My heart started to beat so fast     Almost like new Finally quelling the longing to feel that (rush) again Greedily taking it all in. Running after LIFE;     My feet have made prints on the pavement     Trying so hard to chase those dreams again          I can feel'em right on my fingertips The taste of freedom; intoxicating     A breath of fresh air for lungs alive on stale words. Too long since I've felt this good.     I almost forgot the taste of fine delicacy Zooming through everything     Nothing getting stuck and tangled in the wicked webs that are woven But it'

Walking out the door is almost a battle Thrown in before you've had your first deep breath. There are days where the sun is shining and things seem ok. Even hope flickers that you'll have a good day. But then as fast as it came it's gone again. Too much hate     From old souls that can't learn new tricks.     Sprouts from the mouths of babies as green as grass. You think you'll learn the trade. Truth is you live from one moment to the next. Each situation is different, there aren't two that are the same. Always on guard with walls so high     It's hard for the best of climbers to climb. There's no more friendly words from stra

In my world ----     the topsy turvy world. Where everything is "simply complicated" Where I want things to be right and wrong. While deep down, the rosy cheeked optimist is being picked on by the eye opened and guarded realist and the hardened and bitter pessimist. Everything is complicated only because I make it so.     I want what I want and I strive to get it. The chase gives off a lovely high. It gets my heart racing everytime. But the thing is... I chase only the worthy.     I can see it from only a glace and that's my cue.          Time to go for it and make it mine.               Sometimes it fairs well and sometimes

Every night I'm flippin' pages      from a book I know all too well. Like clock workm it never fails. I know when it's time to get in to my once fairy tale. Even if I tried, I could never forget it.      My heart knows it all from beginning to end,           pathetic ain't it? I know every word on every page     and with it, every picture from that year long day. Together they set the stage     for my poor heart's nightly suicide. There are no alterations... no gloss overs or lies...  &#

Woke up startled and tangled in sheets. There's only fast falling rain and racing heart for company to keep. Could've sworn that... No... just a dream.     It was so real. Then again, nothing is as it seems. Shivers down my spine;     Remembering a touch unlike any other. Bliss fit to burst;     I could never separate between yours and mine. And a racing heart;     Beat so fast it almost hurt. A voice I can't remember, but won't ever forget Was the star of the movie playing in my head. In it I got to hear words that my heart locked away     when it got tired of crying, when it got to be too much to take. Night after night

Tell me how it got this far...      Where did I lose you?      What went wrong?      When did it all change? A million and one questions run through my brain.      It started as a trickle           easily fixed      But it turned into a flood           too fast, so quick My walls once strong and high      to care of my ragged, stitched up heart. Crumbled before you    &#

Once a upon a time ago My world didn't make sense Everything upside down. Misery with a bit of everything dark and a dash of cold. The skies were always gray, the clouds never knew of any color but black, and a constant fog that had a smell of depression it wouldn't take back. Personal rain clouds for every day Black cats at every crossing Mirrors shattering left and right. To awaken was such a tragedy Every minute just as agonizing With memories of broken promises Thoughts of shattered hearts And naïve day dreams of what we'd thought would be. Each day had its up But more so their downs. Always reaching for what was never

Scarlet letter. Etched in mind. Carved into skin. Burned into the heart. Forever a haunting sin. Never to fade. A friendly reminder that's here to stay. One little look started the spark that caught fire. A forbidden rush, Never meant happen, Kindled by that touch. A quick looks, Sly smiles, Bite your lip And make'm stare. Leave heart's racing for awhile. Slight guilt Subtle convincings;     It's ok. It's just fun.     Just looking, won't even touch. Heavy flirting with the best intentions. Toeing the line, Moving it further So it makes it ok. Telling yourself you'll stop before it's too late. Scarlet letter. Etc

Look at where we are now, how time has flown by. Seems like it's been ages and no time at all. Your hand in mine; such an innocent gesture gives me a rush that's never ending. That look in your eyes; full of some kind of wonder and awe. The happiness brought; almost overwhelming. This feeling; a familiar mystery. Too much to keep bottled up inside. So it subtley escapes and turns into that beautiful glow thats worn with pride. Look at where we are now, how time has flown by. Seems like it's been ages and no time at all. A rocky beginning with much trying and doubt. Didn't know what would happen tomorrow