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I can't take it

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I can't take it.
The pounding
the breaking
My rib cage is cracked open
My heart's for the taking.

I hate you
I love you
I'm not going to make it.

Release me.
Shun me
You don't really want me

I hurt you
and I loved it.
You hurt me
and I lost it.

No idea what happened
It's all such a blur.
Too much  from you
the pain doesnt seem to stir.

I could care less.
I used to care more.
Lust is my master
and I'm it's whore.

No longer happy
No longer sad
Feelings are slowly dying
I think I'm going mad.

But every time I think they've died
That I'm free from it all
They come back with a vengence
Never have I felt so small

Living in the moment
Throwing caution to the wind
Days pass by in a torrent
Everyday is the last I've sinned.

I wanna feel someone's touch
across the length of my body
Waiting for the need to quench my thirst.
The pain of those I hurt haunt me.

I take what I want
I give what I get
I'm bad because its you that I taunt
Loving what I took without regret.

In the end I know I'm wrong
But it's like an addiction
Hidden beneath my skin all along.
Well this is was influenced by many things. Just read and let me know what you think. Please and thank you.
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